What Now by Rihanna

I been ignoring this big lump in my throat
I shouldn't be crying, tears were for the weak
The days I'm stronger, know what, so I say
That's something missing
Whatever it is, it feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror

Whatever it is
It's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now?
(Oh oh oh oh) what now?

I found the one he changed my life
But was it me that changed
And he just happened to come at the right time
I'm supposed to be in love
But I'm not mugging
Whatever it is
It feels like it's laughing at me
Through the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is
It's just sitting there laughing at me
And I just wanna scream
What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now?
Please tell me
What now?

There's no one to call
'Cause I'm just playing games with them all
The more I swear I'm happy
The more that I'm feeling alone
'Cause I spent every hour
Just going through the motions
I can't even get the emotions to come out
Dry as a bone, but I just wanna shout
What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out (wait it out)
What now?
Somebody tell me
What now?

I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know (ow, ow) why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know (ow, ow) why
I don't know where to go
I don't know what to feel
I don't know how to cry
I don't know (ow, ow) why
So what now?