Lost Control by Anathema

Life
Has betrayed me once again

I accept some things will never change

I've let your tiny minds magnify my agony

And it's left me with a chem'cal dependency for sanity

Yes, I am falling...
How much longer till I hit the ground?
I can't tell you why I'm breaking down
Do you wonder why I prefer to be alone?
Have I really lost control?

I'm coming to an end
I've realised what I could have been
I can't sleep so I take a breath and hide
Behind my bravest mask
I admit I've lost control
I've lost control
Control, control, control, control...